and I cannot seem to shake it. And I don't even have a solid reason for being sad. Just a LOT of stupid dissappointments today... and I guess there was one to many...and I broke. The nice thing is I DON'T want to eat... but I DO want to sleep. Want my bed, my pillow, my blankie and in a perfect world... My Prince holding me! sigh. Instead I have Chat and work people and feeling so alone in a room full of people!
My dissappointments today~
~babies, pregnancy, want and desire and the sting of the slap of denial. (but that is always an underlying factor)
~day 6 of work without Dave.. when Im here he is off and when he is here I a off.
~I had expected to trade for Q.com today and Jared isn't feeling well so I am in chat. Just adds to my anxiety and I was looking forward to peace at work. Something I am not getting much of these days.
So, little, insignificant things... yet the tears are right on the edge, my heart is pounding and my leg is about to cause an earthquake in the building.. and I want to run....
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